51stcenturyfox: Jack Harkness, looking doubtful (Doubt)
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Title: Initiation
Author: 51stcenturyfox
Pairing(s): Jack/Ianto (mentions Jack's previous partners)
Rating: R
Length: 1,300 words
Warnings/Kinks: Virginity (for [community profile] kink_bingo -- a first time fic)
A/N: It's the first time Ianto's ever done. This.
This story can be read as a followup to Initial Velocity or a PWP standalone.
(And yeah, I know the concept of "virginity" is kind of...hmm. But it's a bingo square, so...)



"You know, we don't have to..." Jack trails off, his hand slicking along the length of his own very hard, very ready cock. The storm had blown over and cracks of sunlight shone through the blinds in Ianto's bedroom, casting bright slatlines along his torso. Jack licks one of them, slowly. They've got all afternoon blocked off, which is unusual, and the perfect opportunity.

"No, I do. Want to, I mean," Ianto says, inclining his head sideways on the pillow, meeting Jack's gaze. "I'm sure... I'm sure you're probably very good at this."

Jack struggles to keep his expression neutral as opposed to letting it wander into smug, fuck yeah territory, because damned right he's experienced. And good. "Right. You're right. No, I mean, I know what I'm doing." And as Ianto rolls his eyes, Jack realises that the pronouncement came out smug after all.

"This isn't going to hurt, is it?"

"No. And if you don't like it, we'll stop, but-" Jack pushes a pillow under Ianto's hips and pauses. "You will. It'll be good."

Jack wants to say that obviously it is, or nobody would do it again after the first time, but they do, so... but no, wrong thing to say and it's so difficult with men who think of themselves as straight anyway -- some of whom won't even do this with women despite the popularity of the porn, maybe afraid they'll like it a little bit too much (which Jack tends to forget ever so often). A hand job? Fine. Blow job? Just a little diversion, a little sump'n sump'n, friendly, drunken messing around, a lark, but penetration, but for some reason, was whoa. Serious business. It meant something for women too, of course; fucking versus fucking around. he'd spent hours messing around with Lucia in the Morris 1100 two-door (awkward), the tall grass of Bute Park, the ex-ex settee in the Hub (that one had been light green boucle, with buttons along the back, and it left persistent friction burns on Jack's knees) but it meant something here, being fucked, even now, in the 21st century. It meant something. Lucia had been a virgin too, and hadn't told him until it was over with, the first time. "I thought you'd laugh at me. It's 1968!"

Jack hates now for a second. Almost as much as he hated the last century. Labels.  He tucks his forehead into the curve of Ianto's neck. Dr. Bronner's castile peppermint soap and some expensive and unnecessary cologne and whatever antiperspirant he wore and the faint hint of clean sweat underneath. Jack breathes in and files Ianto's scent into his memory banks. Don't forget this.

Ianto wouldn't, for sure; you never forget your first, do you? Jack remembers Mina with the sensate strap-on -- he'd been her first, too -- and Soro, who was practically a legend in their set, and how they'd started the day with skinny-dipping and Jack had come home late and sated and sunburned. He'd got in trouble for not letting his mum know where he was and he didn't tell his mother about Soro. She wasn't proud of Jack's milestones and Jack thought it was because she was afraid he'd grow up and go away. It turned out he was right about both.

Ianto stares at the ceiling and the pause is what's wrong, because they're supposed to roll around in his bed, kissing, not stopping, getting carried the hell away and what happens, happens. They should have put some music on, because Ianto is thinking too much, even after two glasses of Rioja, but Jack can roll with this. Jack slicks his fingers with a curl of clear gel from the tube again, and slowly edges two of them inside his partner, curling, hitting that spot he knows Ianto likes. Because everybody likes it. He swipes his tongue over the very tip of the sunlit cock and feels Ianto's contented shudder beneath him.

"Okay," Jack says, and pulls back, stretches over Ianto's body like a plasticine thing and kisses him soundly, fingers working overtime, then he slicks and aims again and slowly, so very slowly, edges inside, feels Ianto gasp and tighten -- he can't help it -- pulls back out, kisses him again, slow and deep.

Jack thinks about words: mesmer... mesmerise. But he can't eye-magic Ianto because his eyes are shut tight. Jack leans back, runs his fingertips along the inside of Ianto's thighs and repositions, then slicks even more lubricant over his condom-clad cock and pushes forward. This time it's right and he's in, the head breaching the tight ring of muscle as Ianto's hands fly to Jack's arms, holding him there, as if he's afraid Jack will suddenly lose his faculties to sheer lust and pound him raw. Jack bites his lip as Ianto's fingernails etch small crescents into his biceps and slowly moves forward.

"Breathe, Ianto," Jack whispers, and Ianto gasps like he'd forgotten how. "Doesn't hurt, does it?"

Ianto loosens his death grip on Jack's arms. "No," he says, shifting his legs. "It's just... different."

Jack pulls out -- just a bit, not all the way, and edges forward again, slowly, his hands gripping Ianto's hips, thumbs skittering in circles along his flesh. He feels Ianto relax and then push back and he slides in another few centimetres, then takes his chance and eases forward all the way. Ianto's eyes crack open and fix on Jack's.

"Oh my god," Jack says. "Oh yeah. That's so good, so hot." He's still for a moment, enjoying the drum-tight sensation and the flush over Ianto's chest, before he slowly pulls backward and pushes in again, deep.

Ianto groans in response and tips his hips, slides his hands down to Jack's fingers and squeezes them.

"How do you feel?" Jack asks, and shifts a little, pressing against Ianto's hotspot, a bit faster.

"Stuffed," Ianto says, dryly, trying to sound detached and sarcastic but his breath is coming faster and Jack wraps his hand around Ianto's swelling cock and slides, then begins to pump with his fist, watching Ianto's lashes flutter. He pulls Ianto's hand away from his hip and clasps his fingers tightly, matching the rhythm of his thrusts to the speed of his busier hand. He feels Ianto's muscles tighten as he comes, faster than expected, silently but for a hard exhale, pulsing around Jack's cock, and Jack fucks forward, this time without resistance, then shudders hard as he follows Ianto into bliss.

He slides the pillow out from under Ianto's hips and stretches out atop him for a kiss, wondering how long he can stay inside him, just like this, as he feels himself soften. He splays his fingers over Ianto's chest, slides them down to his stomach to his cock and just rests it there.

"Whew," Ianto breathes. "Whew."

"Whew... good?" Jack asks, grinning. He leans backward and slowly disengages, holding the edge of the condom as he pulls out. He pulls it off and grabs a tissue from the night table, with which he dabs at Ianto's navel.

"Yeah. Yeah."

"Good." I told you. "Think you'd do this again?" Jack queries.  Because he loves first times, but they're never enough.

"Today?"

Jack laughs in response and wads up the tissue, electing to tidy Ianto's cock with his mouth instead. Ianto's fingers slip into his hair at the temples and Jack answers by sucking harder before he pulls away, licking his lips.

Ianto eases up slowly, swings his legs over the side of his bed and sits. "I... need another shower, I think," he says simply, and Jack nods, watching him retreat, knowing what Ianto is feeling; relief that he's not walking like a cowboy. Jack smiles and picks up the phone to order takeaway, then pours Ianto another half-glass of Spanish wine before joining him under the steamy spray and the slick of peppermint soap.



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Date: 2010-06-14 06:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] choccy-grl.livejournal.com
Loved that you did this from Jack's POV rather than Ianto's as you would expect. And it was the right side of awkward.

Desk job is one of my favourites of your fics and it great to have another installment in that story arc (and an excuse to read it again - just to reaquaint myself with the story of course)

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Date: 2010-06-14 06:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 51stcenturyfox.livejournal.com
Allllllriiiiight! :D

Yeah, pretty awkward. I wanted to show that Jack remembered his first time, so sort of had to go with his POV (though he could have explained it, but at this point, Ianto doesn't know everything about Jack's background, I think.)

Thank you!

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Date: 2010-06-14 06:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] neifile7.livejournal.com
LOVE IT. Wow -- great choice, actually, to do it from Jack's POV, having him compare Ianto's reactions to past virgin experiences. I like how he tries not to be smug and doesn't quite manage it, and how Ianto doesn't quite let go of his caution even with his enjoyment -- that feels very realistic to me.

But the heartstring-tugger is this: Dr. Bronner's castile peppermint soap and some expensive and unnecessary cologne and whatever antiperspirant he wore and the faint hint of clean sweat underneath. Jack breathes in and files Ianto's scent into his memory banks. Don't forget this.

-- all that experience and still trying to imprint himself with what's unique to each partner, what's ephemeral and still needs to be treasured.

Icon is the only one possible for this fic, considering the source. :)

Couple of typos; do you want picks?
Edited Date: 2010-06-14 06:12 pm (UTC)

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Date: 2010-06-14 06:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 51stcenturyfox.livejournal.com
Got them, and fixed! TY! XOXO! (Except for the open quotes thing I'm too dense to understand.) :D

Very happy that you liked this, and I did put that in as a heartstring-tugger, yes. *pets*


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Date: 2010-06-14 06:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] owensheart.livejournal.com
Love JAck tenerness here with Ianto.

this was kinda hot too;)

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Date: 2010-06-14 07:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 51stcenturyfox.livejournal.com
Ooh, good. I'm glad you thought so. Thank you!

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Date: 2010-06-14 06:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] spiderine.livejournal.com
Oh YUM. Thanks for sharing, this is nice and hot!

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Date: 2010-06-14 07:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 51stcenturyfox.livejournal.com
Thank you very kindly, Spider! :D

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Date: 2010-06-14 06:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] valancy-joy.livejournal.com
its all sort of sweet, and awkward, and hot... and makes me want peppermint soap.

<3

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Date: 2010-06-14 07:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 51stcenturyfox.livejournal.com
ME TOO. I don't have this soap but I've smelled it in the store. :D Thanks!

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Date: 2010-06-14 07:23 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] marita-c.livejournal.com
Haven't read any fic in ages, but I couldn't resist a good first time story. This was awesome! Hot, realistic and just the right amount of fluff.

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Date: 2010-06-15 01:30 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 51stcenturyfox.livejournal.com
Double thank-you for giving this a chance, then, and I'm very happy that you enjoyed it. :)

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Date: 2010-06-14 07:34 pm (UTC)

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Date: 2010-06-14 07:35 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] theohsocurlyone.livejournal.com
Oh, and I love:

Jack breathes in and files Ianto's scent into his memory banks. Don't forget this.

Great mixture of sex and emotion - a lovely balance. And it's so vivid. I bloody love your writing!

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Date: 2010-06-15 01:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 51stcenturyfox.livejournal.com
Wow, thanks! *treasures this comment*

I'mma look at this when I'm having a bad day. ;D

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Date: 2010-06-14 07:42 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amand-r.livejournal.com
Bunk: I am in it.

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Date: 2010-06-14 08:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wynkat1313.livejournal.com
That was fantastic!

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Date: 2010-06-15 03:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 51stcenturyfox.livejournal.com
Thank you much! :)

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Date: 2010-06-14 08:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wiredblowfish.livejournal.com
You have done Jack's POV so great here. Just really realistic, funny and interesting! Especially love Jack trying to remember to not be too cocky:) Awesome! Love hearing about his exotic past and such sadness in his cataloguing Ianto's scents. I could totally see him using that peppermint hippy soap.

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Date: 2010-06-15 03:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 51stcenturyfox.livejournal.com
I think I want to try that soap...

Thanks a lot; Jack has a VERY HARD TIME not being cocky. Sometimes. ;)

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Date: 2010-06-14 08:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nancybrown.livejournal.com
Mmmm ... Loved this.

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Date: 2010-06-15 03:45 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 51stcenturyfox.livejournal.com
Thank you! I'm pleased to hear you enjoyed. :)

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Date: 2010-06-14 08:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] madder-rose.livejournal.com
Bwuh. :I*

This was hot, and tender and lovely. I love the details of the afternoon, the sunlight through the slats, and the back and forth from Jack's first times - his own and other's with him. I also love Ianto trying to keep that stiff upper lip, and that Jack sees through it and again, back to Lucia.

No one's first time is magical! ♥

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Date: 2010-06-15 04:11 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 51stcenturyfox.livejournal.com
Whee, thank you. I'm so glad you liked the setting, and Jack's inner thoughts.

You are definitely right about first times!

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Date: 2010-06-14 09:07 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] fide-et-spe.livejournal.com
This is excellent. Really lovely. I love the descriptions, and the afternoon setting. Jack's way of dealing with it is wonderfully pragmatic.

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Date: 2010-06-15 04:29 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 51stcenturyfox.livejournal.com
Thank you, that's very kind. I think Jack's been through this one before, though maybe not recently. ;)

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Date: 2010-06-14 09:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] unfeathered.livejournal.com
Very nice. I love all the little details in this. :-)

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Date: 2010-06-15 04:30 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 51stcenturyfox.livejournal.com
TY! I'm very glad you liked the details!

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Date: 2010-06-14 09:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] aviv-b.livejournal.com
Very nice. I like the akward and anxious feel of the story. How could it be anything else?

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Date: 2010-06-15 04:31 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 51stcenturyfox.livejournal.com
They should have put the music on for .002 percent less awkward. :)

Thank you!

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Date: 2010-06-14 10:18 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] canaana.livejournal.com
Very, very hot. But the bits I liked best were actually Jack's memories--the business of Lucia and the sofa, and Jack remembering losing his virginity. Very evocative passages, both of them.

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Date: 2010-06-15 04:45 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 51stcenturyfox.livejournal.com
Thank you very kindly; those were great to write, actually. I like exploring Jack's background/life. :)

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Date: 2010-06-14 11:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] blue-fjords.livejournal.com
Ah. This was a perfect description of losing virginity, and how great that it was Jack remembering it and observing Ianto's. There was a real sweetness to it, like Jack wasn't taking it for granted, and I liked that detail very much.

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Date: 2010-06-15 04:47 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 51stcenturyfox.livejournal.com
TY! It was kind of a stretch of the prompt, really. Sorta.

I think Jack sort of gets that responsibility, you know? No matter how, who and what you do, people do remember "firsts". Crushes, first time you tried sushi, whatever. ;)

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Date: 2010-06-15 12:54 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] darthhellokitty.livejournal.com
Beautiful, and as always you are SO good with the details. Hot, sweet, and it feels very real.

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Date: 2010-06-15 04:50 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 51stcenturyfox.livejournal.com
Thank you... that's so nice of you to say. Glad to hear you thought this worked. :)

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Date: 2010-06-15 01:21 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] topgeargirl2.livejournal.com
This was very good and very hot.

I need to choose my first square for kink_bingo now.

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Date: 2010-06-15 04:19 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 51stcenturyfox.livejournal.com
Thank you! Good luck with yours!

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Date: 2010-06-15 01:59 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] iballs2entrails.livejournal.com
I really really liked this story.

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Date: 2010-06-15 04:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 51stcenturyfox.livejournal.com
Thank you very much -- really appreciate hearing that. :)

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Date: 2010-06-15 03:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thrace-adams.livejournal.com
Wow this was awkward as most first times are. Really great job!

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Date: 2010-06-15 04:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 51stcenturyfox.livejournal.com
They can be. :D Thank you, thrace!

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Date: 2010-06-15 04:26 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] citrinesunset.livejournal.com
Awesome fic! I liked Jack's POV, here, and I like how you handled the first time aspect.

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Date: 2010-06-15 04:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 51stcenturyfox.livejournal.com
Thanks kindly. I thought a first-time fic would be interesting from Jack's end for a change. :)

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Date: 2010-06-15 04:34 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kel-reiley.livejournal.com
as someone else already said, i really liked seeing this from jack's POV - really good job of making it about HIS first time with ianto, as well, and including his little strolls down memory lane

wonderful job!

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Date: 2010-06-15 04:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 51stcenturyfox.livejournal.com
He has an amazing memory. ;)

Thank you, kel!

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Date: 2010-06-15 09:04 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] hope
This is fab! Felt lovely to read a first time, they aren't that common in this fandom, are they?

:D

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Date: 2010-06-15 04:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 51stcenturyfox.livejournal.com
Probably... :D

Thanks so much, Hope!
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